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I just realize I am nothing at all,the sad thing is you ended up being happy after conversation.I was quite sad at this moment,no one can talk to.. I'm just an useless person who doesn't know how to settle her own problem..combined my sad feelings,I could have wept!!The news jolted me out of the happy mood.Honestly,I loathe going for an outing tomorrow..

I feel like wants to leave here,out of the world right now!!No one will really care what I feel,I'm so fed up of my fucking life!! Silence is the best and the only way of saying whatcha thinking.I was disgusted with myself,feel like wants to kill myself,ending the pain with some stupid ways.I WAS TOTALLY A WASTE!!
 

What could I do??I can do nothing.. Aikss

Life's a bitch,unless you're rich!!!
Why dont you believe me??